Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Proving how much you didn't love me.

I had a dream, you were there.
In bed with this girl from my high school
whom I'd never really liked.
And that boyfriend that I'd had for a while was in bed with me.
We were in a college dorm room
And someone was roommates.
And you were kissing on her,
proving how much you didn't love me.
Trying to make me jealous for some reason,
and just reaffirming why I hated you now.
And that boyfriend I'd had was trying keep up with you.
And that girl from my high school thought she had stolen you from me,
like she was hot shit.
But she hadn't and she wasn't,
And you and I knew it.
And I broke.
Couldn't take it anymore.
So I shrugged that boyfriend off and got up
and slapped her.
And screamed something like,
"You think you're hot shit!?
You're just trying to be me and he's
trying to hurt me because
He's in love with me!"
And the dream ended
with your face, realizing what I said was true
and then twisting
as you tried to lie to yourself some more.